The Story of My Life

There comes a point when you miss someone so much that you can hear their voice echo in your heart. You can hear the names they used to call you, the words they used to tell you. You memorized their laugh, their smile, and their silly ways. You close your eyes and see their face. You can also feel their arms around you and you don’t want to let go even when you know its just an illusion. You go to bed and they’re your last thought. You go to sleep and they become your dream. In the morning you find it hard to wake up knowing they wont be there. You wish your reality was just a dream and your dream a reality. You keep yourself busy throughout the day so as to forget the pain, but there they are dwelling in your heart and in your constant thoughts. Every time you hear their name your heart accelerates and you even lose your breath. When the phone rings your heart stops hoping its them and a tear drops when you find out its not. You knew that looking back on the tears would make you laugh, but you never knew that looking back on the laughs would also make you cry. Your thoughts become invisible. It’s still there, but no one knows. Like a love letter you didn’t show. All you want now is to go back in time.